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March 17th, 2006

07:12 am: Spring Break Will Actually Be Interesting This Year
I'm really really lazy at the moment.

Mike called me. Woke me up, just cuz he wants to get ready early.

Thank You, Mr. Sunshine.

Yea, going to Corpus Christi later on...its gonna be hectic tho, cuz I have to go to Michaels to pick up my check and tell my boss that I can't make it today (i.e Emergency trip out of town), then I have to rush to the bank and rush back home before Mike gets here to pick me up.

Its gonna be so annoying, being in that car for 3 hrs going and 3 coming with a stupid little 6 yr old. Thats Y I have packed my cds, cd player, EXTRA batteries (I usually forget them) and stuff to read.

I'll be back later on, I have to get some other stuff ready...and find some little socks for my skate shoes....I'm wearing my camo capris with my black ADIO HIM - Heartagram shirt, I'll post pix of the trip later on when I return or something.

Current Mood: lazylazy
Current Music: Matchbook Romance - In Transit For You

February 19th, 2006

11:33 pm:
the Romantic
Test finished!
you chose BY - your Enneagram type is FOUR.


"I am unique"



Romantics have sensitive feelings and are warm and perceptive.


How to Get Along with Me



  • Give me plenty of compliments. They mean a lot to me.
  • Be a supportive friend or partner. Help me to learn to love and value myself.
  • Respect me for my special gifts of intuition and vision.
  • Though I don't always want to be cheered up when I'm feeling melancholy, I sometimes like to have someone lighten me up a little.
  • Don't tell me I'm too sensitive or that I'm overreacting!

What I Like About Being a Four



  • my ability to find meaning in life and to experience feeling at a deep level
  • my ability to establish warm connections with people
  • admiring what is noble, truthful, and beautiful in life
  • my creativity, intuition, and sense of humor
  • being unique and being seen as unique by others
  • having aesthetic sensibilities
  • being able to easily pick up the feelings of people around me

What's Hard About Being a Four



  • experiencing dark moods of emptiness and despair
  • feelings of self-hatred and shame; believing I don't deserve to be loved
  • feeling guilty when I disappoint people
  • feeling hurt or attacked when someone misundertands me
  • expecting too much from myself and life
  • fearing being abandoned
  • obsessing over resentments
  • longing for what I don't have

Fours as Children Often



  • have active imaginations: play creatively alone or organize playmates in original game s
  • are very sensitive
  • feel that they don't fit in
  • believe they are missing something that other people have
  • attach themselves to idealized teachers, heroes, artists, etc.
  • become antiauthoritarian or rebellious when criticized or not understood
  • feel lonely or abandoned (perhaps as a result of a death or their parents' divorce)

Fours as Parents



  • help their children become who they really are
  • support their children's creativity and originality
  • are good at helping their children get in touch with their feelings
  • are sometimes overly critical or overly protective
  • are usually very good with children if not too self-absorbed

Renee Baron & Elizabeth Wagele

The Enneagram Made Easy
Discover the 9 Types of People
HarperSanFrancisco, 1994, 161 pages



You are not completely happy with the result?!
You chose BY

Would you rather have chosen:

  • AY (EIGHT)
  • CY (SIX)
  • BX (NINE)
  • BZ (FIVE)




  • My test tracked 2 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:


    free online dating free online dating
    You scored higher than 23% on ABC

    free online dating free online dating
    You scored higher than 60% on XYZ
    Link: The Quick and Painless ENNEAGRAM Test written by felk on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test


    February 18th, 2006

    10:24 am: Life Burns!
    Oh god.

    Today is gonna be the longest day of my life. I haven't spent 10 hours anywhere since I graduated from Martin. 10 fuckin hours at work, thats a long time. At least Richard closes today, he's not a mean asst manager, he's cool.

    At least I get a lunch break.I'm makin my own lunch cuz I don't feel like eating McDonalds (for once). Yay Mac N Cheese!!

    I'm just not lookin forward to the 10 hrs there. I hope they give me something to do that takes up a lot of time.

    And then it all repeats tomorrow, except this time for 8 hours. Then the rest of the week off (except for thursday and friday) then Saturday I TURN 19! Fuck yea!

    February 15th, 2006

    11:16 pm: A Survey...Read it!
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    Current Mood: happyhappy
    Current Music: Atreyu - Lip Gloss and Black
    11:03 pm:

    My first tattoos! Yay!
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    The date is all wrong. LMFAO! Stupid fuckin camera!

    12:11 am: I hope u all had a great valentines day filled with dead or nearly dead roses, fake love and nasty chocolates.

    Mine was great minus all the valentines crap.

    Mike and I went to the mall and bought my outfit for my birthday picture. Its cute. Who other than me to put together an outfit, head to toe, for less than $50. I truly rock. and I bought stuff at Hot Topic, so don't think that I went all kmart or walmart, and surprisingly it wasnt clearance stuff. So yea, I bought a white skirt, a black shirt w/ The Crow on it, and a bra. I didn't have to get shoes cuz I already have enough.

    The day was really awesome. Even though it was for a few hours, I had fun with Mike.Simple but perfect. He won me a Curious George from the machine at KMart. Awww! I <3 it!!

    I am goin to Taste Of Chaos, so I have to fork over half of the car rental, plus snacks. Kinda sad cuz I don't like the idea of payin shit for guys. I still owe my dad $539 and I have to pay my cell (went over my minutes again) Oh well. I can't wait for Feb 21. Next week!! Yay!!

    Tomorrow, we're goin to get the quote for the car rental and then the quote for my Demonology and Heartache tattoos (on my wrist). I kinda don't feel like goin anywhere, but I have to...so yea! I'm bored.

    Current Mood: happyhappy
    Current Music: Ain't Love Grand - Atreyu

    February 10th, 2006

    07:18 am: Ok....well.....Death was here in my room last night.

    Ha! No,not for me! Shit, Mike...do u really want me to die already?

    Naw, my moms dog died, I kinda felt something was gonna happen all last night and when i sense something I get sick....and all last night i was sick....

    Damn...he died. I should be like Brenda and call in crying about my dog, that hes dead......lmfao!

    But yea...he died.

    February 8th, 2006

    02:44 pm: It feels like the whole world is crumbling around me, and it sucks!

    Work is a drag, I haven't hung out with my 'friends' since ooooooooo long time, I might not go to TOC, and now I have to go to Houston if I really want to go to college there.

    Everything is fine with Mike, at least that.

    But I'm not gonna be able to be with him for this weekend and next all because of my stupid job. I asked my boss for this sunday off, and he gave them to someone else even tho they asked after I asked. Grrr!! Then he put me double shift next weekend. He better fuckin give me 21, 22 and 25 off...or i'll fuckin quit! Grrr!!I'm fuckin serious....this is fuckin getting on my nerves...Brenda, Rocio and Lourdes ask for days off or to leave early and he lets them....Edith is on a fixed schedule. Adriana quit, so whatever....when either one of them is missing, they always call me...then when I need a day off cuz I have to do something they refuse it to me!! I swear, I have to find a better job cuz this stress is gonna kill me....and this is exactly the same reason I quit JCPenney.

    I'm thinkin of getting a new LJ.

    Current Music: Detachable Penis - Butthole Surfers

    February 7th, 2006

    09:15 am: Idk..
    Lets see....The only reason I wanted a new computer was so I could start the webzine. I promised myself the day I got a new computer that I'd start working on it since its due to launch in August- Early September....but no work has started. I'm a lazy bum.

    I've been bored lately..haven't worked since saturday. Got payed on Friday, payed my cell bill and gave my parents what I had to...and now Im in debt with my dad cuz he got the computer for me and now I'm paying him for it in payments of $100 or $75. I should be done payin it by May. There is no way that I'm gonna give him my tax return money. NO WAY!!!

    That reminds me, I'm gonna have about $500 by the 17th! Woohoo!! and I'm closing my account with IBC, I'm going to Wells Fargo (the bank Michaels is at) and this time Im gonna get Direct Deposit so I dont have to worry about how I'ma get there to deposit. I don't even know where it is. LMFAO!

    In other news (all loser) I got my Ville Valo shirt, the heartagram earrings and Mike bought my the HIM Dark Light messenger bag and last night I ordered a Jim Morisson shirt from Hot Topic.com. Early birthday gifts from Me to Me, and one from Mike.

    But yea, my birthday is ruined to the maxx!!!! I might not be able to go to Taste of Chaos unless I find someone who isnt too busy to go with me. I hope Walter gets out of his funk so he can go with me!! Anyone wanna go?!
    Yea, like anyone is listening!! Grr!! Lol!!

    ok well I wasted ur time, so bye!

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    2:09 PM

    Man, its sad. Watching my moms little white dog fall apart. He smells like dead animal already, and he's been sick for almost a month. He doesnt want to eat much, we won't get out of his dog house. All he does is sleep day and night and sometimes go outside to pee. Poor thing.

    I called my mom a while ago, and I asked her if I could let him out cuz he walked out of his house (its inside here in my room)and walked straight towards the front door. I let him out and he went to lay down on the steps where the sun was shining. He looks sad. I told my mom that he smells like dead again, and she had given him a shower last night, so its weird. Its sad what she said....She told me to tell my dad (when he wakes up) to take him to the pound to have him put to sleep. I'm usually against all that, cuz its killing, but the poor thing is suffering.

    *Sigh*
    Its my grandma all over again. She wouldnt eat, she wouldn't move from the bed, and she went 21 days without eating. She died really really thin. This sux. I guess its the old age, cuz she was 89 or something and my moms dog is 12 yrs old. If its true about every human year being 7 years for a dog then hes around 84+. :( Idk, I never really like him much, but I have a heart.

    Current Mood: dorkydorky
    Current Music: My Heart Is The Worst Kind Of Weapon - Fall Out Boy

    February 4th, 2006

    12:53 am: I hate weekends.....

    Nothing to do...no one to hang out with (other than Mike)...no one calls, or IMs...Its always just me and Mike...every day.....no change...grr!!

    God, I am in need of awesome FRIENDS that actually come around. Maybe since I don't drive, people just stay away cuz they just want to like be in a car all the time, whatever.

    Um...yea! I got a new computer so Im kinda happy....I havent really been chatting with Mike cuz Ive been all busy cleaning....wow, I started since 7 and Im still not done. I moved all my furniture alone, so yay! Now my back hurts and I go in to work at 9....great! I'm all in pain and shit but I still go work...ok, well I gatta go...

    Laterz

    Current Mood: boredbored
    Current Music: The Ramones - Teenage Lobotomy
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